hooks

I can peel my mouth open for youβ€”
not like a kiss,
more like a confession.

Let me tip my chin to the light
so you can see what’s been living thereβ€”
all that bright metal
stitched into the tender.

There are lines still attachedβ€”
thin and nearly invisibleβ€”
running down my throat,
looped around something vital.

When I swallow
they tighten.

I could pry my lips apart for you,
let you peer into the red tide of it.
See the torn silk of flesh
where I tried to swallow what was meant to gut me.

Some hooks are rusted relics,
fused to bone.
Some still shineβ€”
new enough to gleam when I pant.

I want to bare the metal.
I want you to witness
how I learned to swallow pain
and call it devotion.

So hereβ€”
I open wide.
Not to be reeled in again,
but to prove I know what’s lodged inside me.


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Pretty words for ugly things.