Some nights,
the world tilts in our favor.
We laugh until our ribs ache,
and I think maybeβ just maybeβ
we could be infinite.
But the morning comes with a sharper edge.
Words split the air like glass.
I canβt remember what started it,
and neither can you,
and suddenly the warmth is gone,
leaving cold in its place.
I want to touch you,
to reach across the distance,
but the distance has grown teeth.
Even our silences bite.
I loved the sparksβ the moments we shone.
But theyβre fireflies in a storm:
bright, small, fleeting.
And I am learning
to watch them fade
without trying to catch them.
We will never get along.
And I am accepting itβ
accepting the cracks,
the chaos,
the way it always ends.
I let go
even as I remember
the nights we laughed until we cried.

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Pretty words for ugly things.
