too soft

How strange,
to hold so much in meβ€”
and to you,
it’s only words.
But I mean them.
Every syllable is heavy.
I don’t say I miss you
unless my chest aches with it.
I don’t say I love you
unless it keeps me awake.

When I speak,
my words aren’t just sounds to fill the air.

They are bone,
and they are breath,
they are everything I have to give.
When I speak,
I am handing you my heart in piecesβ€”
don’t tell me it’s only words.